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17 June 2005 @ 9:29:00 PM
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haiz... really SADDED you see... my hamster just died... perhaps not just... such a FAILURE i am... i didn't realise that it died until just now... haiz... was it MY fault... was it because i didn't look after it the way it should be looked after... hmph... i really dunno... i FELT like crying... but the tears seems to TREASURE certain memories between me and HER... remember the days when i was WORRIED about her... calling everyone i know to ask whether is there any PROBLEMS with her... RECALLING the moments when i hold her tight in my hands... TREATING it like a part of me... even TALKING to it... yah... so sweet huh? BUT... what i can say was all was OVER... luckily i took a picture of it... i am not gonna delete it... i HATE ants... the ants that tried to eat her when she died... NASTY creatures... i can't stand it... GO DIE LAH... thats what i SHOUTED... then grabbed tissue paper... soaked it with water and KILL the ants by not showing ANY mercy... i will not allow anyone to do harm to her... mama took out a box -coffin- ... GATHERED all the stuff and put them together... later... went down to bury it... i even found a big leaf stalk i POKED it onto the burried ground... the PEACEFUL area that shall be... i won't forget this little BUT good friend of mine... one i will NEVER let go... NEVER will i... not gonna type anymore... looking back at the cage... what was LEFT was only the memories of the PAST... it shall be brought to the future and NEVER be forgotten... |
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